3:23 PM
Monday, January 31, 2011
Today's weather forecast: cloudy again D:
look @ this : 'My fault? Its my fault izzit?! Go ahead and not reply, as if I care ..'
when i c this, you know how i felt anot? ---> even sadder! -.-
so i replied: 'u dc? fine.. i was abt to say gimme time.. when im rdy i will reply.. cos idk how to explain...'
n nth.. saw you online dun dare tok to you also.. attempted to appear offline but cnn tok to others.. so put online instead.. i think im scared of you.. -.-
u sure u no need explaination? dun regret uh.. i feel guilty, but dk how to solve the prob.. D: so how to tok? gt 1 'bridge' ley..
i feel less emo when u talk la.. but stiu.. gt one knot.. ><
i forgot wad to type liao.. folding tickets hahah (:
4:26 PM
Saturday, January 29, 2011
wahh so cold nw D: give children biscuits so fun! brighten up my emo mood LOL (:
im gonna describe the staffs here:
Sally: my fav person to ask things.. haha! friendly, nice, like a mother, caring........ (:
Cindy: my 2nd fav person to ask things haha! friendly, offer advices, nice, a mother of 3 when she's so young! (shocked!)
Candy: pretty, friendly,funny, like to sing songs haha! accounting de ley! WOW! a mother when she's young too! *shock*
Cheryl: likes fahrenheit, friendly, seldom c her though (dk why) LOL, bubbletea addict
LiMin: boss's wife, nice smile, din talk alot to her cos abit scared, quite nice too (:
Jermaine: like to eat biscuit,bubbletea, hmmm like a gd fren to limin (cos always see them tgt), dun tok alot to her too
Meiyan: hmmm in charge of dk which zone.. tat's all i noe ><
Darren: quite friendly, face abit fierce (make me scared) LOL.. surname unique~ *like mine* HAHA~
Nicholas: PMS boss! mood swing unstable de.. when he's in a gd mood, he's friendly.. bad mood--> scary~.. the person tat needs to sign my timesheet..
Rosli: funny n nice guy tat always like to 'commit suicide' >< style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Shah: funny guy too!
Zainal: guy in charge of dk which committee.. forgot..
Calvin: MC guy! pls dun tok to me~ ><
Raymond: kancheong guy.. does everything very fast.. thankyou say twice de HAHA
Murali: funny ah nei security guard.. poor thing though cos of his working hours & no leave D: friendly & nice! :D always call me little girl though LOL
Julianna: the first person tat taught me things in da cc, my mentor! LOL.. a business graduate from nus tat likes bakery.. so gng to taiwan n swizerland learn..WOW can? haha
Chuan Siang: funny guy tat is 16yr old, posted to sp financial informatics.. aft asking him, i nw noe tat it is actually bfs in IT -.- siannn.. like to play games n tok to himself haha.. murali's sheng siong (:
Marcus: funny n lame guy gng to jjc.. when he's bored, he'll play with anything.. like the sensor tat plays the cny songs haha! very funny! (:
Jane: my 'junior' LOL... senior from pjc but nvr c before haha.. mutual fren is mr koh! cannot believe it lorr.. HAHA.. likes cute things n stay ard cck haha.. tada~ done! :D dun hav photos though.. hmmmm eating mutarbak for dinner! (:
sorry lah bestie! D: i am very guilty nw! D: hope you can understand lo.. n ur msg hor, is more than a yr ._.
1:39 PM
Today's weather forecast: cloudy D:haix...
i dunno whatt to do D:
i didnt mean it lor seriously.. i didnt know a phone call can mean so much to him D:
other than saying sorry, wad else can i do?
you can say tat im selfish/ self-centred.. (though it means the same) but tat's considered as my nature bah? ><
doesnt mean tat i dun answer your call means idc abt you wad.. its jus tat i dun like to answer calls.. & i dunno how to explain to you so tat you can understand D:
i jus dk.. 无奈 D:
&seriously.. whyy cant i hav the courage to talk to guys face to face like whatt others are doing? seriously me myself dun even know wads my prob ley.. i would feel uneasy n awkward to tok to any guys face to face except my sch cliques lah.. dun ask me whyy cos i dun even know it myself D:
烦 D:
1:34 PM
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘曾为他相信明天就是未来情节有多坏 都不肯醒来我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望我的心深深伤过却不会忘我和他不再属于这个地方最初的天堂 最终的荒唐如果还有遗憾是分手那天我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来若那一刻重来 我不哭让他知道我可以 很好--> the song lyrics for 下一站幸福: 我爱他-丁当
i found these 3 parts meaningful.. but reminds me of my tragic relationship betw sec1-2 D:
the last part i would rather change it to me asking him this question: 'did you <3 me before?' tat's enough i think.. cos he din noe i cried for him though..
Since tat time, i hate guys tat are wishy washy, place his 'brothers' in first place..
(quite obvious rite? hmmm)
9:23 AM
Friday, January 28, 2011
blogging in front of the counter nw since boss haven come..
got abit of flu nw.. but purposely douwan eat medicine cos i wan take mc tmr haha!
took 172 to work.. but today abit different cos gt 1 ntu guy quite shuai ley! Omg.. hahas
he stay ard sunshine place i think..cos he boarded the bus aft sunshine place tat bus stop.. i nvr stalk him hor! i guessed tat he's from ntu n he really alight @ the nearest bus stop to ntu.. the one tat need to walk super far inside de.. hahs.. when i wan c his face properly hor, he turned sideways -.- alvin say he purposely douwan let me see! HAHA.. siann.. tmr pm shift ley! hope nx wk am shift can see him again :x
passed by civil def academy.. but no guys @ bball court thr.. LOL
ohyah! the blog so romantic siol.. i read also wan melt liao hahas.. haix who's tat fortunate gurl? hmmm...
am sneezing nw.. D:
3:35 PM
Thursday, January 27, 2011
tmd tio logistics ---> 7th choice ley! D:
so, appeal to international supply chain cos business IT & financial informatics cannot appeal -.-
today helped a fren of mine to do maths! LOL.. he is damn heng hor! i dun usually offer my help de LOL, cos i wanted to train my brain to work again haha! rest too long will turn rusty de.. ltr lag den sch reopen jiu = gg .. though he despo, called me so early den wake me up, but then i only helped in 2/10 questions.. wah lousy siol.. i must admit im old liao D:
anw, hopefully can let me go N80 instead of N58 lah.. though idk wad fate has for me in tat course.. mayb a bf? hahas.. kidding.. cos my mum say tat course alot of guys gd -.- anw i'll jie ai shun bian & accept it when the time comes..
im lazy to go out today.. how uh? the present.. iyo >< sian ley..
& idk if wodeai is stiu him anot.. cos long time no see, like cannot feel anything ley :x
i dun wanna get hurt again liao! so if possible, i would like to wish tat someone freeze my heart so tat i wont feel anything towards any guy ._.